seriously, the more i walk in this life
FREAK !
i realised that there are FREAKIG HELL LOTS OF SHALLOW PEOPLE
shallow, you know?
膚淺, you know?
now i really REGRET for messing up my studies and i have to come to study in poly
FREAK !
all you can find are people who don't use their brain and think
people who don't use brain and analyse situation
people who don't use their freaking brain to make decision
FREAK ! FREAK ! FREAK !
ARGHX !
especially when people are in-love
they do thing beyond reasoning
beyond retarded-ness
hahahax !!
well, that's life
KIDS remain as KIDS
all i can do is endure, endure and endure
i remember junhui once told me that she can't stand why her classmates are all so shallow
now i understand her feelings
HAHAHAx !
but i'm not referring my classmates thou

進財
送給你的一首歌
我想這是你此刻的心情哦?
呵呵呵
加油


莫名我就喜欢你
深深地爱上你
没有理由没有原因
莫名我就喜欢
你深深地爱上你
从见到你的那一天起

你知道我在等你吗?
你如果真的在乎我
又怎会让无尽的夜陪我度过
你知道我在等你吗?
你如果真的在乎我
又怎会让握花的手在风中颤抖

莫名我就喜欢你
深深地爱上你
没有理由没有原因
莫名我就喜欢
你深深地爱上你
从见到你的那一天起

你知道我在等你吗?
你如果真的在乎我
又怎会让无尽的夜陪我度过
你知道我在等你吗?
你如果真的在乎我
又怎会让握花的手在风中颤抖

莫名我就喜欢
你深深地爱上你
在黑夜里倾听你的声音

你知道我在等你吗?
你如果真的在乎我
又怎会让无尽的夜陪我度过
你知道我在等你吗?
你如果真的在乎我
又怎会让握花的手在风中颤抖

莫名我就喜欢
你深深地爱上你
在黑夜里倾听你的声音

ok !
freak
maybe i should just stop whatever i've been trying to do
one of the greatest obstacle that i need to overcome is being pessimistic
ah shit man
haix
so that's talent
and
so that's no talent

er

apparently this thingy is very not so correct

:)

DON'T nurse it
DON'T curse it
DON'T rehearse it

RELEASE it
DISPERSE it

腳是超痛的勒

你望著我
對我說
‘你的眼睛告訴我你有話要說’
我含蓄地望著地板
然後抬起頭
望著你的眼睛告訴你
‘我。。。’

If there's something I could ask for during Christmas
Then I would ask for a total recovery of my body
Because, my body is bugging right now

ChinChye, YueFeng, SaturdayBoyz, XiaoTing
Let's go out more often*
Because, you guys/girl are the BEST
What more can I ask?
thanks for the past one week
its been really great
really GREAT !
cheerleading can't be compared to it
woots :P

*If we go out more often, then our meeting would not be special liao hor?
HaiYa :(

i'm really in-fear, scared and frightened
all i wanted is simply a hug from you
and you telling me that i will be fine in your bosom
so please~
give me a hug and assure me that everything will be fine

"You understand that you are going to fail, thousands and thousands of times in partner stunts, just for that one time you hit beautifully."



for this sentence
i can testify to it
:)

ohya
went JB to send my grandparent back to malaysia
went to shop
two more clothes added into my inventory
one from levis
another one can't really remember the brand
quite an impulsive one actually
DAMN
got a little bit of regret now
:(
whatever it is
see when can i wear it beh
ARGH !!

XiaoTing !!
hahahax!!
happened to remember about the song's lyric we talked about

莫名我就喜欢你深深地爱上你
没有理由没有原因
莫名我就喜欢你深深地爱上你
从见到你的那一天起

so mingxun is really correct
its really
莫名
not
明明
lOLx !!

是命運的寬容嗎?
讓我遇見了讓我[釋懷]的你
是不懷好意的玩笑嗎?
讓我遇見了我[愛不得]的你

One Levis Jeans
One ZARA T-shirt
One BUFFALO shirt
ONLY $160
cheap?
i think it is reasonably cheap


my left knee is really hurting me now
as i squats
it causes excruciating pain
and all i can say is
"I need a long good rest and I need treatment. Sorry, if i drag the team's progress by a little"
when i woke up this morning preparing to go church
my knee is really pain that i could hardly walk properly
so i stayed at home since morning until 3pm when chinchye talked to me on MSN
he asked me if i want to go out
so, with the intention to buy something using the money my dad gave
i decided to go out
and thank God that my knee is not that pain already
thanks to the medicine and *erm* more medicine i guess
managed to grab some nice stuff at quite a cheap price
HAPPY MAN right now
next week will be a CHIONG PROJECT and LONG GOOD REST week
hopefully by tomorrow my knee will be fine
if not, i will be needed to go see doctor
haix !!
no TTH
no training for me now
probably i used left legs too much?
hahahax !!
who knows ?!!
but all i know is that
I WILL RECOVER
by hook or by crook
and no doubt
BY FAITH
:)
jiayou Ken !!

我並非想要贏
我只是不願輸

aiseh~
what can i say?
erm...
Ya, another cheerleading stuff which not supposed to be here
LOL !!

hmmmmmmm ;)

對不起
我真的厭惡臨時抱佛腳
我真的真的非常地厭惡臨時抱佛腳
對不起
希望你明白
我不是在針對你
我只是不認為你將成為我生命經驗里的一個特殊例子
“一分耕耘,一分收獲”
有付出才會有收穫
如果你認為現在才開始努力還來得及
我想告訴你
不是沒可能
只是會很難
即使你真的做到了
我想也許不是因為你夠強
而是你身邊的人願意包容你
即使你真的做到了
我想也不一定全是因為你的努力
而是你身邊的人願意默默地忍耐著你的無知
我希望你會明白了解
這世界並沒有不勞而獲
而且時間是不等人的
你錯過的一切是不可能再從來
唯有加把勁
兩倍﹐三倍的付出
才會達到你應該有的程度
當你成功時我會替你感到非常地開心
加油吧親愛的朋友



或許是我沒本事
或許是我不合群
我只能說的是
我無法像師傅那麼厲害那麼了不起
師傅常告訴我說別對自己太過嚴厲
師傅~
我生成就是這樣了﹐很難改的
所謂
“江山易改﹐本性難移”
但是我會努力!!

謊言必須借由另一個謊言來圓謊

謊言會令人迷失方向

"Oh, what a tangle web we weave when first we practice to decieve"
- Sir Walter Scott.

YAY !
YuLan promised me that she's going to eat with us the saturday boys one day at 85 even without tingting
but the condition is that it has to be at 85
errrr....
i also don't why it has to be at 85
near her house, she claimed
OOOOOOK ~
whatever it is
we're going out for our dinner/supper soon at 85
;)



i went back to my home today
it feels rather different
the atmosphere is different
the people is different
even though the place remains the same
ahhhh !
what a day



i want to gym !
my shoulder feels OK liao ~
its time to make full use of this holiday to do my project/assignments
as well as train as much as possible
achieving my goals is what i want
YES !
jiayou ken
jiayou blazers
;)

"every man should done what he can until his destiny is revealed"


所謂喪家之犬
就是那些還沒做就嚷著做不到的人
-稻橫理一郎

oh ya
let me tell you something
devil is really a sucker
so don't fall for his traps
;)

as we walk through our life
we realized that we were merely looking for people who are the same with us
so that we'll feel good being recognized
looking for people who thinks like us
so that we could share the common identity
we were merely looking for a place
a place safe enough for us to be in
away from hurts
a someone safe, who will tolerate our nonsensical actions
a someone safe, who feel its OK for us to be ourselves
so at the end of the day
are we living our lives, our lives?
or
are we living our lives, pleasing people?
or
are we living our lives, seeking people's approval?
or
anything other than for ourselves?

ahhhx !!
my thoughts are a bit cocked up now
can't think straight
hahahax !!

jiayou people
:)

"i'm passionate about people who are passionate"

:)

oh yea ~
no cheerleading stuff here
shit man
life is so boring without cheerleading
argh !
princess duckie owe me one tth extension
dearest flyer as well
when can i claim back my debt?
loL

ohyesh !
thanks larry and michelle
hahahahax !!
Ikea trip is EXPENSIVE la
the food so expensive !!
more like damn expensive !!
hahahax !!
aiya, just a meatballs
i think the steamboat meatballs better
i bet justin will agree with me
loLx !!
bought one chair and one table
then realised that my house got 4 chairs at dining table when there are only 3 person at home
meaning i can use that EXTRA chair
hahahahax !!
retarded me, ok i know that

wow-ed by myself
i think i'm changing, slowly but surely
hahahax!!
i probably gonna like my new self
because, i'm going after Him
haix
hey God, You win, I lose, I surrender alright?

talked to shifu
WOW-ed him as well
because i told him that
"As a man thinks in his heart, so is he"
AISEH, i also don't know why i said that
hahahahax !!
i WOW-ed myself too i guess
kekekex !!
STAR SHIFU
remember your CHALLENGE hor
and you must train hard
and trust me you're not weak at all
you're the BEST
:D :D :D
ok, i sort of miss you now
lOlx !!
i shall go look for you tml for lunch/dinner/supper
:D
JIAYOU SHIFU !!








GREAT QUOTE

"AS A MAN THINKS IN HIS HEART, SO IS HE"

"OUT OF THE ABUNDANCE OF THE HEART, THE MOUTH SPEAKS"

"SILVER OR GOLD I DO NOT HAVE, BUT ALL I HAVE I GIVE TO YOU
RISE UP AND WALK IN JESUS'S NAME"

yes yes yes
i know i know
i know the difference is being guided and not being guided
I KNOW
but, i just refuse to acknowledge that not being guided will lost out to being guided
ARGH !!
i know there's a big difference
i know
but then
its just me
refusing to admit that
i don't want to explain myself for that matter
because, this is just me
my style
:)



OH MAN !!
i didn't see her today !!
lOLx !!
nah, doesn't really matter anyway
WAHAHAHAx !!
kinda miss her thou
see ya around
:)


went to gym
seems like too long never gym
weakened already
or is it that i was not ready to gym
right shoulder was in pain when i was doing arnold press
but how come i can do EXTENSION?
-_-""
this really bothers me
lOLx !!
actually, i got something to tell people
actually
actually hor
hahahaha
i have been sick since my fall from my back tuck
does the fall link to my sickness?
let's hope not :)
kekekeke
doesnt matter la
sick? eat antibiotics loh
like what my father always taught me
hOHOHohO

anyway ~
ALL THE BEST GUYs and GIRLS for your MID SEM TEST
:D
c'mon man
its just a TEST
;)

i'm really sitting at the living room of my new house, staring at my laptop and doing anything except studying for my accounting paper tomorrow
i guess i should really go and rest now and wake up earlier tomorrow to go to school to prepare
emo song is playing !!
RawR !!

我只是想有強韌的雙肩
我只是想變得成熟穩重
我就可以變得可靠
不必理會對你不忠的人的話語
我想這是她所想說的吧
我想我會漸漸地開始把你的話當耳邊風

啊啊啊 ~
好久沒見到她了
真的超想念你親切的笑容
對了
那天見到的商科鋼牙悄妹
希望會再見到你
;)

actually, promised myself not to have any cheerleading related stuff on this new blog address
but it is still irresistible
so ya ~
presenting to you
star shifu's pop over



its a bit late i know :)
but nonetheless
shifu you're so ZAI :)
jiayou jiayou jiayou !!

saw this on M.D.K blog
:)

new me

i really hope this sharp turn in my life will be the greatest moment of my life, that i will become a new me launches to a brand new lifestyle

sometimes
when we realised that we've lost something
most of the time
it's already too late to salvage
what's left to do is only trying our best to preserve what we're left with
until we realised we've lost another something again
or maybe
until we lost everything we've got

Hi peeps
I've shifted here for the time being
continue to check me out here
:)