realised that i updated quite frequently
probably because many things happened
and many thought ran through my mind recently
hahaha
who knows?
hopefully i don't think too much








































i just hope
everything run smoother and smoother from now on

when everything falls in place perfectly
everything will run smoothly
bear that in mind
no single journey is smooth sailing
you are riding the wind smoothly now
but do prepare for storms to appear in no time
weakness will show in time
and eventually
you have to overcome it
everyone is like that
don't think that others are lucky
because they can't push their luck very far
basis of achievement
hardworks

did i make the right decision?

i've got a strange feeling
it feels like
numerous pairs of eyes are watching closely
not the excitement to see the accomplishments by me
but the eagerness to see the downfall of me
is it jealousy?
is it hatred?
is it hypocrisy?
i do not know
perhaps he* was right
hypocrites are everywhere


*a note to he
"I think you should seriously quickly make a change and get out of where you are now"

One more thing for you guys. You won't improve by keep whinning about how lousy you are.
It doesn't help in anyway and it just irritates people.
They don't blame you for not being good.
They might just be unhappy that you're not doing anything to change that fact.









found this one justin's blog
thats a great reminder for everyone including myself


peeeps !
do remember
NATO
is not what you want to be

a lot of things happened for the past few days/weeks/months


gain some
loss some
great
wonderful
bad
awful

well, i guess
life's like this
God is fair
you won't have all good things
you got some
you loss some


and yeah !
i finally got what I've longing for
finally a step to a greater height
yet, i don't really feel the thrill
of course, I'm happy
I mean really that I'm happy
being able to see the bunch of people that I've wanted to see so much
being able to be in the presence of a bunch of eagles
being able to become an eagle soon enough in the near future
I love it
I'm so totally loving it
I guess its really time to work harder than that what I've been working one
















life sucks, take drugs
-TYF

PS: that's TYF for you, yea bro?
hahahax !! :P















woooooooohooooooooooo !!
now i'm getting real excited !!
yeah yeah yeah
shifu !!
i'm finally coming at you now
FINALLY !!
you can guess how happy i am
and i did my lib already
more to go i know
more to train i know
i will work harder
shifu, you still owe me a few videos !!
hahahax !!

its easier to kill a man than to make him cry
because it takes more than pain to make a man cry
and i respect guys who weep
because guys who act strong and do not weep are pussies !!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAx !!
note that i use ACT STRONG :)














i hope people still have the simplest, basic and fundamental courtesy to apologise
damn !!
feel so unfair for *peeeeeeep*
KNN !!
RAWR !!
PISSED !!
damn pissed !!



SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP !!

its not the first time
its not the second time
and there will be a forth time on Sunday
if you people like to protect your friend so much
instead of covering up their ass
why not try asking them start fucking clean up their own fucking ass?
allowing others to be blamed for your stupidity
its damn selfish
while you're protecting your precious friend
you are hurting others who are innocent
it's a vicious cycle until you start doing something about your friend
its damn selfish
to let others bear your pain
no sorry can make up to it
no apologies could erase the trace of your selfishness


i hope people will start learning to grow
especially those who are of the age start with 2
goodnight

如果我们之间有1000步的距离
　　
你只要跨出第1步
　　
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
　　


　　
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
　　
才是真正爱你的人
　　


　　
付出真心　才会得到真心
　　
却也可能伤得彻底
　　
保持距离　就能保护自己
　　
却也注定永远寂寞
　　


　　
有时候　不是对方不在乎你
　　
而是你把对方看得太重
　　


　　
朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人
　　


　　
就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie
　　


　　
真正的好朋友
　　
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
　　
而是在一起　就算不说话
　　
也不会感到尴尬
　　


　　
没有一百分的另一半
　　
只有五十分的两个人
　　


　　
为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
　　
为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
　　
为你的难过而难过的
　　
就是那些　该放进心里的人
　　


　　
冷漠　有时候并不是无情
　　
只是一种避免被伤害的工具

too young to be feeling sorry for yourself
too old to be this damn stupid

nobody is prouder of this team than i am
but pride doesn't win football games
HARDWORK win football games
individuals have stepped up
but individuals doesn't win football games
TEAM wins football games

Unfinishedjourney Uploaded by contraholic




MY RESPECT to all of them
you guys rock !!
:)

had a revelation the other day when i came back from perth
the moment you slacked
you loss twice the amount of effort


1.you loss the amount of effort the put in
(apparently you will DEprove right? like your muscle shrink a bit)

2.you loss the amount of effort that you could have put in
(some thing like opportunity cost. the opportunity cost of you slacking is you never get to improve)



so if you slack
in order to gain back what you should have
you need to work twice as much
and twice the time needed
waste time and make yourself suffer
lOLx !!




so peeps !
please don't slack !
hahahahax !!
i regret for slacking that tiny little bit !!
DAMN !!
wooohoooo ~

jiayou jiayou jiayou

i'm scared !!
that's why i'm even more motivated
that's why i'm even more DETERMINED





























shifu got pop over in 1 month
i will show you back tuck in one week
lolx !!
it's at different level thou
XD
woots !!

GO
GO
GO

inferiority keeps me going









































because i feel sucks about myself
that's why i try harder
it's unhealthy actually
please don't be like me

CRAPPINGS !!

leave or stay?




been pondering over this issue for quite some time
i know what's best for me
but,
probably i'm too scared to face the consequences




to leave or to stay?




you were once the reason that made me wanted to stay
but
you're making me feel like i'm not important to you at all
or maybe
i was the one who made you feel that you're not important to me
oh wells
guess
i really don't know how to love a person eh
because
i don't see myself doing things which someone who's in love would do
or maybe i don't really love you at all
it was just a crush?
it was just for killing time?
it was just for anything buy love?
oh sucks...
i don't like the word love
because
it carries a very heavy responsibility
maybe
i should stop loving someone
ahh crap !!
go gym again
holiday !!
time to gym !!
i still have promises i have yet to fulfill
wait on peeps
you will see the brand new ken
that soar like an eagle
high high high high high high ~
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
YOU BETTER WATCH OUT !!
*sound like fighting*
oh wells...
like marco has said
"i've try so hard to win, yet in the end i still lose"
so why keep on trying?
damn it
that's the point in life isn't it?
achieving what seems impossible
but the key is
you can't do it alone
unless you are strong on the inside and outside
apparently i'm not strong enough yet
but still
i will fight on
shifu said i've lost my fighting spirit
actually, i still has it
its just in another form
its just for another purpose
winner create an opportunity
loser wait for one
i'm a loser because i'm waiting for one
but, hopefully, i'm not a total loser that when opportunity arises
i don't grab hold of it
YES !!
this should be the reason i leave
away from my home ground
even though i'm already away from my home ground (malaysia)
probably this time i will go further
damn it !!
but i really like both places
how?
life's like this man
you can't have both
especially when both are GOOD
LOLX !!
like a pretty girl doesn't have a good figure
someone with a good figure doesn't look pretty
God is fair
well, occasionally people come telling me
she's pretty and has got a good figure
oh wells...
you don't know what she's going through and gone through
maybe she has a split personality that kind of thing
mental problem maybe
lolx!!
God is fair? NO !!
i should say
LIFE's FAIR
thats more like it
people out there
if you think you're ill treated
you will know one day that the person who ill treated you will be ill treated
so, the pricipal in life is
BE KIND to EVERYONE
even when they are nasty towards you
and what you can do is till the day they are down with problems
you can go and console and comfort them
and most importantly criticise them for what they've done to you
OHSHIT !! this is not kind at all

lolx !!

oh craps !
crapped alot


anyway,
BYE !! off to gym !!
:)

love all visitors to this blog
see you guys around

XOXO

woots
another semester ended
time to conclude it
well
i think, quite screwed up from the beginning all the way till the last 2-3 weeks
started to mug like what the hell
yeap
i mugged
can you believed it?
actually, i think the last few weeks also screwed up la
but beyond my control you see
hahahax !!
anyway, God has been good to me
because i desperate so i started to pray -_-""
*XT refuse to pray for me and ask me "PRAY YOURSELF LA"

thank God for the guidance
thank God for the very wonderful Perth trip because i found myself there
thank God for the divine protection on during the trip
well, ya know, flight can be scary at times
turbulence la
pilot fatigue la
inexperience pilot la
LOUSY pilot is the worst
landing sucks like hell -.-
and 4 flights within a week is very very very tiring for me
damn it
i wonder how the business travellers endure that kind of tired-ness?
lOl !!

conclusion, thank God for this semester
not very sure about my results yet
but, crossing my finger
i will pass them all :)
woots woots
bahx !!
whatever man !!

I WANT TO GO PERTH !!
like NOW !!
such a lovely place
nice weather
nice people
nice place
love it to the max


bye
xoxo