i've got a strange feeling
it feels like
numerous pairs of eyes are watching closely
not the excitement to see the accomplishments by me
but the eagerness to see the downfall of me
is it jealousy?
is it hatred?
is it hypocrisy?
i do not know
perhaps he* was right
hypocrites are everywhere


*a note to he
"I think you should seriously quickly make a change and get out of where you are now"