CRAPPINGS !!

leave or stay?




been pondering over this issue for quite some time
i know what's best for me
but,
probably i'm too scared to face the consequences




to leave or to stay?




you were once the reason that made me wanted to stay
but
you're making me feel like i'm not important to you at all
or maybe
i was the one who made you feel that you're not important to me
oh wells
guess
i really don't know how to love a person eh
because
i don't see myself doing things which someone who's in love would do
or maybe i don't really love you at all
it was just a crush?
it was just for killing time?
it was just for anything buy love?
oh sucks...
i don't like the word love
because
it carries a very heavy responsibility
maybe
i should stop loving someone
ahh crap !!
go gym again
holiday !!
time to gym !!
i still have promises i have yet to fulfill
wait on peeps
you will see the brand new ken
that soar like an eagle
high high high high high high ~
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
YOU BETTER WATCH OUT !!
*sound like fighting*
oh wells...
like marco has said
"i've try so hard to win, yet in the end i still lose"
so why keep on trying?
damn it
that's the point in life isn't it?
achieving what seems impossible
but the key is
you can't do it alone
unless you are strong on the inside and outside
apparently i'm not strong enough yet
but still
i will fight on
shifu said i've lost my fighting spirit
actually, i still has it
its just in another form
its just for another purpose
winner create an opportunity
loser wait for one
i'm a loser because i'm waiting for one
but, hopefully, i'm not a total loser that when opportunity arises
i don't grab hold of it
YES !!
this should be the reason i leave
away from my home ground
even though i'm already away from my home ground (malaysia)
probably this time i will go further
damn it !!
but i really like both places
how?
life's like this man
you can't have both
especially when both are GOOD
LOLX !!
like a pretty girl doesn't have a good figure
someone with a good figure doesn't look pretty
God is fair
well, occasionally people come telling me
she's pretty and has got a good figure
oh wells...
you don't know what she's going through and gone through
maybe she has a split personality that kind of thing
mental problem maybe
lolx!!
God is fair? NO !!
i should say
LIFE's FAIR
thats more like it
people out there
if you think you're ill treated
you will know one day that the person who ill treated you will be ill treated
so, the pricipal in life is
BE KIND to EVERYONE
even when they are nasty towards you
and what you can do is till the day they are down with problems
you can go and console and comfort them
and most importantly criticise them for what they've done to you
OHSHIT !! this is not kind at all

lolx !!

oh craps !
crapped alot


anyway,
BYE !! off to gym !!
:)

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