sometimes just wondering
whether should i continue providing helps
i know that helps are definitely needed
the fact that i'm in-debt to her made me feel obliged to return to where i consumed the WATER
however, sometimes, just felt that its a waste of time?
not exactly waste of time
just couldn't find the right word
its just, no matter how much i want to help
but the people are not helping themselves
how far can they go?
and most probably they doubt me at certain point of times

so, yeap
ohwells,
i guess


maybe SHE was right
"WHY SHOULD WE HELP?"





its a mixture of feelings
there's nothing right or wrong
just
yea
don't take it to heart people
i love you guys
you guys really ROCK my world