why do you have to spoil the mood?
why do you have to spoil the day?
*sigh*

now i faces another great challenges

candy !!
happened to saw this photo in my laptop
ONE DAY !!
i tell you, ONE DAY !!
we will take this photo
WEIHAO also must take !!!
target during CHEEROBICS !!
RawR !!!!
jiayou jiayou jiayou

day after day
i'm looking for inspiration

day after day
i'm looking for motivation

day after day
i'm looking for a reason

day after day
l'im looking for perfection

day after day
i'm looking for you

i found you
you slipped twice
this is the third try
i'm not going to let you go

A message from someone to his beloved

"Hey wonderfuls, keep it strong, face everything heads up with a big smile ! Your spirit is your strength, make it work cause you can. never stopped believing in you guys. raise up to every occasion,never give up, work hard and love one another. nothing matters more than the bonds you build. rooting for you guys as always. put the pass behind and make it work ! YEAH ! love always."

can you see what are the things you can learn from this message?
i doubt so :)
at least not now, probably in the future you will get it

i just told someone this


"they do not know what's appreciation, thanksgiving and fellowship"









UNGRATEFUL is probably a word too harsh







but i guess this is the trend









PS: I'm STILL fighting, its just that, I'm fighting for a different purpose
PS2: I just realised that I've cramped all I want to say in one entry, 3 sentences, I hope people don't misunderstand

Respect: A prerequisite for promotion.

Never harbor a negative opinion abt people who are assigned to lead you.

It's that secret sins of rebellion which are like the little foxes that spoil the vine, little and subtle but lethal.


quoted directly from xiaoting's blog
i think a lot of people do not understands this
that's the reason why they remain at where they were

why be normal?
SPECIAL is achievable !!

why be ordinary?
EXTRAORDINARY is achievable !!

why be good?
BETTER is achievable !!

why be BETTER?
BEST is achievable !!

why stay satisfied?
PERFECTION will come in due time !!

i don't want to stop
because i know in my heart that the day i stop
will be the day that marks the end of my life
i want to continue fighting this fight
even if its a fight that i will never win
i'm still willing to go for it
because i know that i have tried
because i know that i have put in my best
because i know that i have not let myself down
because i know that i can rest in peace
when everything ends
i know my loved ones will come to me and give a pat on my back and tell me
"WELL DONE KEN, you fought well, we're proud of you, you may rest now"
that's only what i want

been reading mao lao shi's blog very frequently

well, he just started to post about cheerleading again
its just somehow
yea
i believe cheerleaders should go and read more about his blog
i understand that it is in mandarin and many Mandarin-CMI people couldn't understand
i still hope cheerleaders do go and read up on his blog
i learn a lot
i believe you will too
esp not so recent entries
the thing about him is that he don't really talk about SKILLS in stunting and stuff
but usually he deals with THINKING, MIND and PSYCHOLOGICAL matters
its really really really damn great to be able to read his blog
i love reading his entries
i can relate to it and its like every word is written out of my very own heart, my very own feelings is in it
but well
probably i couldn't express it that well like him
he's like
woohoo
best coach that kind of people
so much more to learn
haix !!

jiayou beh
i hope shifu got read his blog too
i think it will be a great help in learning to coach
kekekeke !!
jiayou shifu
:)

female bases and flyers
this is for you all
i got this from his blog
*must do referencing if not caught plagiarism*
lOL !!

http://www.wretch.cc/album/show.php?i=tibrayyy&b=30&f=1881765192&p=43

as we venture on the journey for GOOD
do not forget about the BEST


below are some CASE STUDIES
(do feel free to drop your comment/s)
PS1: NO hostility please, Thanks
PS2: Real Identity would be GREATLY appreciated
PS3: Anonymous comment would be deleted
:)


case study 1

as we venture on the journey, in search for our TRUE LOVE
99.9% of the time
we do not know that we've already became somebody else's TRUE LOVE
when we do realised that and it was already too late
and in the end, we became neither here nor there
that's so sad
well, people made their own choices
the basic differences between these two choices is the preference of
LOVE and BEING LOVED
PASSIVE and ACTIVE
your preference?

case study 2

are you looking for someone who would love you more than loving themselves?
or actually, unconsciously
you are actually looking for a someone whom you LOVED to love you more than loving themselves?
does your words and your actions match?

case study 3

LOVE and HATE
such a powerful words to be used so lightly by people these days
do you even understand the true meaning of these two words, and the power they carry?
do you?


-end-

as we venture on the journey for GOOD
do not forget about the BEST

these are just CASE STUDIES
(feel free to drop your comment)
:)

case study 1
as we venture on the journey, in search for our TRUE LOVE
99.9% of the time
we do not know that we've already became somebody else's TRUE LOVE
when we do realised that and it was already too late
and in the end, we became neither here nor there
that's so sad
well, people made their own choices
the basic differences between these two choices is the preference of
LOVE and BEING LOVED
PASSIVE and ACTIVE


case study 2
are you looking for someone who would love you more than loving themselves?
or actually
you are just merely looking for someone whom you love to love you more than loving themselves?
well, you can justify yourself by saying that you are fighting for your own happiness
but it seems to me that you're just being a despo
if that's the case, don't make statement saying that you're looking for someone whom would love you more than loving themselves
because, you're just looking for someone whom you loved to love you in return
and in addition to that, you just want that person to belongs to you, and you only
ahhhx...
can we consider that as selfishness?
well, people may argue that love is selfish
but, do you know that love is giving generously?
even if it costs you your life
typical example
like how Jesus gave his life on the cross to save you and me
when you claim that you loved someone
please make sure that you're ready to die for that person
if not, you're just none other than a hypocrite
note that i did not say "claim to be ready to die for that person"
because, action speaks louder than words
we can go on and on and on
but my conclusion is
don't anyhow proclaim that you love or hate someone
because, both words are very extremely powerful

if life were so easy that by sitting there and complain and everything will change
then, i also want to sit down and complain
then waiting for my life to be better
i guess, that would be the BEST life one can ever dream of
YAY !!

雖然啦啦隊是團體項目
但拆開來看
似乎還有好多東西
是自己必須先獨立完成的
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
如:
自己的體能
自己的柔軟度
自己的協調性
自己喊口號的聲音
自己做口號的手部姿勢
自己記動作拍子的速度
自己對於音樂的熟悉度
自己的舞蹈動作
自己的體操動作
自己的跳躍動作
自己對於自己練習技巧的輔助動作(如:多底層、單底層拿鞋子操作空動作)
自己對於自己技巧的意象訓練(如:無法練習時，是否常常思考自己的技巧動作)
自己對於整套流程的小動作練習(如:跑位是跑起來或是手貼大腿走位，或到位時大家的統一動作是什麼)
受傷時
手痛就練腳(跑跑步，做做腳、腹、背肌的體能)
腳痛就練手(做做手的體能，練練技巧的輔助動作)
手跟腳都痛當然是練頭腦(想想現在正在學習的動作成功時的模樣)
以上等等..等等..
看起來
就覺得永遠有練不完的東西
而且也似乎沒有停下來的理由
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
假設
每一個人都能做到這些條件
組合起來後
這個團體就會讓人感覺是自動自發的
是一個趨近於成熟的團體
換句話說
就是一個團體裡
能做到這些條件的人越多
這個團體就越好
只是
能做到這樣的人真的很少
這也就是為什麼好選手總是屈指可數的原因囉!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
啦啦隊雖然是個團體項目
但也不外乎就是做好自己的本份吧!!!
我想..........

此文章引用於http://www.wretch.cc/blog/tibrayyy/12674991

thousand words to say
yet, none of them flow out

一个文化之所以能够存活下来
全因为上一代的前辈们的血汗
因为有了他们的牺牲
才会有今天的你
你，
又付出了多少？

覺得還蠻對不起shannon的

now then i realise what's the meaning of
"Fighting at the front"
sorry that I didn't get that revelation at that time

in my dictionary
there's no talent

先帮助上面成功
再帮助下面成长
没有了自己
却得到全部


我做得到吗？
我真的很烂
是超烂的
我恨我自己

BRAND NEW ME !! JIAYOU !!

the decision has been made
i guess i'm left with the part where i live with it
(this is for XiaoTing) :P

i've made 2 critical decisions for this stage of my life
i hope
these decisions i have made will bring me to a greater height in life
i just feels like i'm all ready to take the world
my heart is pumping real fast
my palm is sweating
my head is spinning with millions of ideas
GOGOGO !

Ken is still in fear,frightened,scared,disturbed,worried
But Ken will stay strong because these values
[fear,frightened,scared,disturbed,worried]
made him a hero of his own

with these critical decisions have been made
i'm actually ready to go back to my old blog address
however, i quite like my new blog address also
so, i've decided to keep this current blog address
yet, updating the same kind,type,genre of stuff here
GREAT ?!
:)


PS: do not forget that one must first believe in himself, jiayou ! :)

I have no confidence in winning and I don't know how to win
BUT, I want to win
I really want to win this battle of life and death
One wrong step and I'm done for my life

我屈服了 !!
這不是好現象 !!
唉唉唉 !!

Year 2009
This will be a great year ahead
"Its a brand new year" many would say
To me, it's just another day
Some may wonder, how is it just another day?
It's a brand new year, the end of the old everything and a brand new start of everything
really?
is it really the bran new start of everything?
I prefer to see my life in cycles
Its just another day in my cycles of life
I'm still in this current cycle
Something has been bothering me for the past one month
It caused me much distress
I do not know how to deal with it
Or rather
I'm presented with few choices and I have to choose one
Apparently, I don't quite know which to choose
Apparently, I don't quite know what to do
and that's why
I'm in fear,frightened,scared,disturbed,worried
:)
Well, those who cared
Chillax
I will find a way out just like what I've always been capable of




PS: I miss Saturday Boyz, XiaoTing, Star Shifu, YueFeng
I know they will understand
:)

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up