sometimes I really don't understand people

are you trying prove to others that you can do it without helps when you are seriously not getting anywhere?

are you tring prove to others that you are not fuck up when you are really fuck up big time?

are you trying to prove that you are better than others when you are REALLY seriously not so to cover up for your ego?

are you trying to feel comforted by telling yourself such a big excuse that everyone learn at a different pace?

c'mon man
get a life
you know you are telling yourself a fucking big lie
acceptance of your own weakness is the first step to improvements