就像張育銓老師說的：啦啦隊是個團體的項目，缺一不可

就像阿親教練說的：從哪裡跌倒，就從哪裡站起來

就像小羽教練說的：好的教練，不會挑選手

就像小君教練說的：帶一位新人，就是要從"心"帶起

就像琪琪教練說的：要做，就請做到最好

credit: http://www.wretch.cc/blog/tibrayyy/21520261

to all the newly sign on cheerleaders *lOL*

just want to introduce a respectable coach from taiwan
mao jiao lian
this is his blog link
as expected from taiwanese, they blog in mandarin
if you do not understand what he said in his blog
try to understand by all means

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/tibrayyy

i'm getting as desperate as who i was before
its a good sign
because its time to whack the fucking weights
because its time to get the fucking stunts up
because its time to own the stage
beacuse its time to blow the crowds off
because its time to take home what i always wanted

thou my body is tired
i simply can't sleep with all these thoughts

i realised that its really useful to tell your loved ones that you don't want to talk to them when they are in a state that they are not themselves just like how xiaoting always did to me

its just one of the many expectations

in this world
the winner has nothing to say to the loser



what do you think?

just in case dear fans got the wrong address

SINGAPORE CHEERLEADING IDOL XWonder blog adress is as below
http://www.x-wonder.blogspot.com/

or can link from my blog

為甚麼我總是慢人一拍?

its been a long time since i last pen down my thoughts

CHEERS
intensive cheerocbics training is beginning
its has been 10months training as a wildcards member
10months
seems short, slghtly less than a year
yet, when i look back it seems so long because so many things had happened
toss -> toss to hands -> extension -> extension close legs -> liberty -> stable liberty -> single take liberty -> cupie -> stabalising right cupie -> training left cupie -> going for a pop over soon
its only 10months !!
maybe like what ochi said
expectations made are as such
- toss to hand by 2nd training
- liberty in 2 weeks
- cupie in 6 wekks
I HOPE there's still a long way to go for me
thing's gonna start changing very soon
lets take a step at a time
finish up with cheerobics and talk about the rest
prepartion will starts very very soon
whats with this sense of insecurity?
whats with thiese amount of worries?
whats with this anxiety?
whats with this level of tension?
whats with this eagerness to win?
I have never win before, I want to win for at least once
not 2nd, not 3rd but only champion
love me please champion
stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress
i don't want disappointment can?
please go away from me



STUDY
SIP for 5months or rather 20weeks
it just ended
that last two days of work turned out to be very very bad
coming back to school
a thesis to write and handed up in two weeks
seems crazy to me because i have never written a thesis before
damn it
life sucks ! take drugs ! :)
sucks la simply
if and only if life could go our way isnt?
but the matter of fact is that it doesn't give you what you want !!
feel sad all you want
whine all you want
emo all you want
you still gotta face it
thats the suckest part about life
damnit
hahahax !!
smile and look foward
smile and look forward
smile and look forward
swallow all your unhappiness
just know that life's like that
urgh !
fucking sad story
sad story
sad story
argh !



WORK
same like always
seems like everything has been planned by my father
i'm glad that my future is somewhat secured
yet, i'm scared to disappoint him
so ya
somehow feel like what if i cant live up to his expectation
somehow feel like i'm not ready
somehow feel like i want to play somemore but i'm not young anymore
somehow feel like, why not i just commit suicide
then maybe i will be a better person
-.-
damnit
fuck fuck fuck !!
haix !
fuck up la, fuck up !
haix !!

What's your definition of winning?





I really want to savour the taste of winning

Congratulation hall3 Team Wonder

sometimes I really don't understand people

are you trying prove to others that you can do it without helps when you are seriously not getting anywhere?

are you tring prove to others that you are not fuck up when you are really fuck up big time?

are you trying to prove that you are better than others when you are REALLY seriously not so to cover up for your ego?

are you trying to feel comforted by telling yourself such a big excuse that everyone learn at a different pace?

c'mon man
get a life
you know you are telling yourself a fucking big lie
acceptance of your own weakness is the first step to improvements

"all seniors are expected to do a cupie"
since when did cupie joined the rank of BASIC CHEERLEADING STUNTS category?
what the hell !! was my first reaction
after putting some though into it
i actually liked the idea
HAHAHAx !!
you want to up level?
up the level of your basics !!
use to do a toss to hands?
go for a TOSS !!
if you want to improve
do things differently
it is INSANITY to do the same thing yet expecting different results
thats what shifu meant by
CHANGE !

next up basic stunt
TOSS CUPIE
POP OVER

赢的感觉是怎样
我也想赢赢看

I saw the persistence in wanting to win

and i asked myself
"You got so many female friends yet you're still single. Are you a slut too? or are you a gay?"
wtf

i had a really damn fucking terrible dream

uuuurgh !!