i don't like to explain myself and my actions
*hidden feelings*
lolx!!
*hidden feelings*
lolx!!
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
i really loves to meet up with my friends
people like Mr.Tang, Mr.ZechLimCC and etc
every time meet up with them
every time is a great time spent
not really having a wild and crazy time
but, simply sitting down at the cafe and chit chat and talk about future and anything economics, politics, human, life etc
its just great
because, it leads to thinking and thinking and deeper thinking
on the path searching for my true goal in life
well, i don't really have one now actually
maybe, i've been living life mindlessly
or maybe its just that all my goals are short term
hahahax !!
well, we do talk about nonsense and craps thou
like, talk about his girlfriend(s)
lolx !!
people like Mr.Tang, Mr.ZechLimCC and etc
every time meet up with them
every time is a great time spent
not really having a wild and crazy time
but, simply sitting down at the cafe and chit chat and talk about future and anything economics, politics, human, life etc
its just great
because, it leads to thinking and thinking and deeper thinking
on the path searching for my true goal in life
well, i don't really have one now actually
maybe, i've been living life mindlessly
or maybe its just that all my goals are short term
hahahax !!
well, we do talk about nonsense and craps thou
like, talk about his girlfriend(s)
lolx !!
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
well, i guess it feels somehow like how lynn had described it
"bastard sia"
but, it isn't that bad anyway
i'm somehow landed myself in a performance with the Euphoria for an event WYZ zone
i do feel regretted to have gone down today
loLx !!
but, never mind liao beh
don't want to give joshua a hard time reshuffling people again
met many cheerleaders there
hahahax !!
they are pro :)
anyway
OK !! FREAK ~
SHIFU's handstand is 40secs now
WHAT THE FREAK !!
shifu, improve slower so that i can win you can?
i want to win back my CANS and CANS of water !!
WOOHOO ~!!
soon, soon
shifu, remember this
i will soon win you in handstand !!
RawR !!
thats my challenge for you
"bastard sia"
but, it isn't that bad anyway
i'm somehow landed myself in a performance with the Euphoria for an event WYZ zone
i do feel regretted to have gone down today
loLx !!
but, never mind liao beh
don't want to give joshua a hard time reshuffling people again
met many cheerleaders there
hahahax !!
they are pro :)
anyway
OK !! FREAK ~
SHIFU's handstand is 40secs now
WHAT THE FREAK !!
shifu, improve slower so that i can win you can?
i want to win back my CANS and CANS of water !!
WOOHOO ~!!
soon, soon
shifu, remember this
i will soon win you in handstand !!
RawR !!
thats my challenge for you
Friday, February 13, 2009
someone asked me
"Eh Bro, why are you so man?"
and i startled and answered
"Well trained I guess?"
I don't know
I thought
ladies are part of us and gentlemen are supposed to take care of them
isn't?
well, sometimes, I wondered
are the things i believed in hold together as truth?
or
is it that they are just merely me being stubborn?
"Eh Bro, why are you so man?"
and i startled and answered
"Well trained I guess?"
I don't know
I thought
ladies are part of us and gentlemen are supposed to take care of them
isn't?
well, sometimes, I wondered
are the things i believed in hold together as truth?
or
is it that they are just merely me being stubborn?
最幸福的事
梁文音
你撐著雨傘 借我那次
已經足夠我 記得一輩子
我懂後來你 不是不堅持
愛情本來就 沒万無一失
淚水离開了 你的手指
那不如讓它 流在這信紙
我想女孩子 最貼心的是
讓愛的人選 結束的方式
我最幸福的事 當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾 讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡燭時你總為我許愿的手勢
為摯愛的人 在左邊心口保留位置
是最幸福的事
可惜愛不是 童話故事
不能夠永遠 依賴著王子
才慢慢認識 只剩兩個字
我怎麼忍心 為難你解釋
我最幸福的事 當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾 讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡燭時你總為我許愿的手勢
為摯愛的人 在左邊心口保留位置
是最幸福的事
那一陣子有你 美得不像現實
多高興每一幕 都微笑著靜止
我最幸福的事 牽著你的日子
一段愛從開始 直至分開我們都對彼此誠實
最幸福的事 對那片海用力大喊永遠的樣子
想得起的事 那天和你傻笑著認識
是最幸福的事
梁文音
你撐著雨傘 借我那次
已經足夠我 記得一輩子
我懂後來你 不是不堅持
愛情本來就 沒万無一失
淚水离開了 你的手指
那不如讓它 流在這信紙
我想女孩子 最貼心的是
讓愛的人選 結束的方式
我最幸福的事 當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾 讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡燭時你總為我許愿的手勢
為摯愛的人 在左邊心口保留位置
是最幸福的事
可惜愛不是 童話故事
不能夠永遠 依賴著王子
才慢慢認識 只剩兩個字
我怎麼忍心 為難你解釋
我最幸福的事 當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾 讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡燭時你總為我許愿的手勢
為摯愛的人 在左邊心口保留位置
是最幸福的事
那一陣子有你 美得不像現實
多高興每一幕 都微笑著靜止
我最幸福的事 牽著你的日子
一段愛從開始 直至分開我們都對彼此誠實
最幸福的事 對那片海用力大喊永遠的樣子
想得起的事 那天和你傻笑著認識
是最幸福的事
Saturday, February 7, 2009
那天﹐曉亭提起了這詩句
“人有悲歡离合，月有陰晴圓缺，此事古難全。
但愿人長久，千里共嬋娟”
下面乃雨中黃葉樹之見解
覺得還蠻不錯的
能明白的話會很好哦 :)
嘆~
嘆~
嘆命難全
嘆命坎坷
嘆命里難逃悲歡离合
嘆月終有陰晴圓缺
嘆古人之嘆息
万事皆收胸腹內
一切盡在不言中
唯獨吾舉杯暢飲
嘆息塵世間之
"愛之深﹐恨之切"
i hate myself baby
i hate myself honey
would you be here for me, honey baby?
“人有悲歡离合，月有陰晴圓缺，此事古難全。
但愿人長久，千里共嬋娟”
下面乃雨中黃葉樹之見解
覺得還蠻不錯的
能明白的話會很好哦 :)
“人有悲歡离合，月有陰晴圓缺，此事古難全。”
詩人好像怕人識破借問月而泄出的憤慨，剛剛把心靈深處的真實感情略加發泄，便立刻用理智把他辯倒。雖然沒有說自己心中的不滿是不應該的，但卻明明地表示：月的殘缺，人的悲离都是不可避免的。既然知道是難全，為什么還發出“何事長向別時圓”的疑問？一個失意的人，孤零零的冷冷清清的在异鄉暗度良宵佳節，其寂寞的感情想用理智來克服，總是有些勉強的吧。
“但愿人長久，千里共嬋娟。”“嬋娟”既指嫦娥而代月，又暗喻美好之全。感情必須用感情來戰胜，把感情付諸理智來判斷，不是暫時的自我安慰，就是長遠的預后不良。為了不讓佳節的离愁來窒息人，詩人于是把揪心的寂寞寄托在愿望上。愿望是美好而熱烈的。但人真能長久嗎？千里他鄉的明月真能光輝燦爛嗎？希望這樣，但愿如此。而真誠熱烈的希望，往往是戰胜不行，走向光明的第一個起點。
這段寫骨肉离情的文章，体現出全和缺的觀念。既沒有走向“不完全宁愿無”的絕境，也避開了“抱殘守缺”的死胡同。從“轉朱閣”到“共嬋娟”，由恨不全，而承認難全，由承認難全，而把全寄托在愿望上。詩情螺旋式的發展著-既不一味的怀恨，也不一味的悲觀。
詩人借中秋明月抒發出來的矛盾精神，借骨肉离情体現出來的全缺觀念，是互為表里的。全是理想境界的現象。缺是現實生活的反映。可貴的是在詩情起伏過程中，詩人是中能以高昂旺盛的樂觀主義來對待殘缺的現實，并堅持完美的理想。一輪光輝燦爛的明月，從篇始照到篇終，從現實生活照到理想世界。作者雖有猶豫，并無悲哀；雖有怨恨，并無頹唐；雖然沒有良宵佳節的歡樂，但對未來生活也還沒有失掉情人的關系大概是后人自己演化出來的.表達了兩情相悅的人因种种因素卻不能在一起的痛苦和無奈.只是希望終有一天可以朝朝暮暮.
詩人好像怕人識破借問月而泄出的憤慨，剛剛把心靈深處的真實感情略加發泄，便立刻用理智把他辯倒。雖然沒有說自己心中的不滿是不應該的，但卻明明地表示：月的殘缺，人的悲离都是不可避免的。既然知道是難全，為什么還發出“何事長向別時圓”的疑問？一個失意的人，孤零零的冷冷清清的在异鄉暗度良宵佳節，其寂寞的感情想用理智來克服，總是有些勉強的吧。
“但愿人長久，千里共嬋娟。”“嬋娟”既指嫦娥而代月，又暗喻美好之全。感情必須用感情來戰胜，把感情付諸理智來判斷，不是暫時的自我安慰，就是長遠的預后不良。為了不讓佳節的离愁來窒息人，詩人于是把揪心的寂寞寄托在愿望上。愿望是美好而熱烈的。但人真能長久嗎？千里他鄉的明月真能光輝燦爛嗎？希望這樣，但愿如此。而真誠熱烈的希望，往往是戰胜不行，走向光明的第一個起點。
這段寫骨肉离情的文章，体現出全和缺的觀念。既沒有走向“不完全宁愿無”的絕境，也避開了“抱殘守缺”的死胡同。從“轉朱閣”到“共嬋娟”，由恨不全，而承認難全，由承認難全，而把全寄托在愿望上。詩情螺旋式的發展著-既不一味的怀恨，也不一味的悲觀。
詩人借中秋明月抒發出來的矛盾精神，借骨肉离情体現出來的全缺觀念，是互為表里的。全是理想境界的現象。缺是現實生活的反映。可貴的是在詩情起伏過程中，詩人是中能以高昂旺盛的樂觀主義來對待殘缺的現實，并堅持完美的理想。一輪光輝燦爛的明月，從篇始照到篇終，從現實生活照到理想世界。作者雖有猶豫，并無悲哀；雖有怨恨，并無頹唐；雖然沒有良宵佳節的歡樂，但對未來生活也還沒有失掉情人的關系大概是后人自己演化出來的.表達了兩情相悅的人因种种因素卻不能在一起的痛苦和無奈.只是希望終有一天可以朝朝暮暮.
-畢-
嘆~
嘆~
嘆命難全
嘆命坎坷
嘆命里難逃悲歡离合
嘆月終有陰晴圓缺
嘆古人之嘆息
万事皆收胸腹內
一切盡在不言中
唯獨吾舉杯暢飲
嘆息塵世間之
"愛之深﹐恨之切"
i hate myself baby
i hate myself honey
would you be here for me, honey baby?
Friday, February 6, 2009
I DON'T WANT TO GO CHEEROBICS2009
Shannon once told me that "WE do not feel nor think, we DECIDE"
I wish I could say "Be glad that I have yet made the decision"
But, its really........
I don't want to go and I can't go
Why?
Don't want - Because I don't see that people actually want to go
Mind you, ONE or TWO person doesn't count
25%? 50%? 75%? 100%?
Can't go - My broken knees
Thou they are really fucking pain every time i do stunts, I still bear with it
Michelle still bear with it because she may not continue doing cheer
but i still want to do cheer for a few more years
Someone once told me that
"At the end of your cheerleading life, you will realised that all your sacrifices to your team is not worth it at all"
Is me bearing the pain worth it?
Well, I can understands that
That's provided that the team doesn't recognize that effort and sacrifices
People are selfish
I can choose to be selfish
I COULD have chosen to be more selfish
I'm growing to be more and more selfish
I mean everyone is selfish now
I train SOLELY for myself
I'm excited over CUPIE & LIBERTY
All I can say is that if there is seriously something wrong with my knees, and there's something i can do to cure it, I will do it
EVEN if it means going for operation and miss a chance to go nationals
Because, I prior my health now more than anything
Because, if my health is affected then I can't continue doing cheerleading
AND
Let's test things out
I SHALL BE THE QUITTER, who quits.
Will the team stays and fight on? or more people will leave?
This shows the spirit of the team
Well, I may look bad
And people may start blaming me for the cause of everyone giving up
but do remember that it reflects how strong your will is
if you quits, it only shows that your love for cheerleading isn't that great
if you quits, it only shows that your love for the team isn't that great
you will look bad too
IF, this brings the team closer. I AM GLAD
IF, the team breaks apart. ITS OK, we can come back again next year
I will still FIGHT ON, for sure
but not at the expense of my knees
shall I be selfish and fight for myself?
shall I be a wonder man who continue fighting a meaningless war?
Give me a meaning to this war because I really can't see it .
YES, I will fight.
This war, I will continue fighting it.
I have already decided, I will continue fighting it.
FIGHT FOR MYSELF
anyway, for the time being
i guess, you won't see me during training
GYM maybe? :)
POST NOTES:
I'm a bad guy
Never the GOOD GUY
So, let me be the FIRST ONE
WHO will step unto this PIT OF DEATH, CONDEMNATION and INSULTS
I do understand that www.kenishere.blogspot.com is MY blog
I also have to understand that it is open to PUBLIC as well
BUT, I'm not going to change my way of doing things
I believe that it's great that I'm NOT AFRAID to state any statement on this blog
Even though, they affect people ALL THE TIMES
Well, outsiders would not be able to understand this
Neither insiders would because I doubt they understand
So, I'm prepare for condemnation, insults and cursing and swearing in front of me and/or behind my back
shoot me if you want
Shannon once told me that "WE do not feel nor think, we DECIDE"
I wish I could say "Be glad that I have yet made the decision"
But, its really........
I don't want to go and I can't go
Why?
Don't want - Because I don't see that people actually want to go
Mind you, ONE or TWO person doesn't count
25%? 50%? 75%? 100%?
Can't go - My broken knees
Thou they are really fucking pain every time i do stunts, I still bear with it
Michelle still bear with it because she may not continue doing cheer
but i still want to do cheer for a few more years
Someone once told me that
"At the end of your cheerleading life, you will realised that all your sacrifices to your team is not worth it at all"
Is me bearing the pain worth it?
Well, I can understands that
That's provided that the team doesn't recognize that effort and sacrifices
People are selfish
I can choose to be selfish
I COULD have chosen to be more selfish
I'm growing to be more and more selfish
I mean everyone is selfish now
I train SOLELY for myself
I'm excited over CUPIE & LIBERTY
All I can say is that if there is seriously something wrong with my knees, and there's something i can do to cure it, I will do it
EVEN if it means going for operation and miss a chance to go nationals
Because, I prior my health now more than anything
Because, if my health is affected then I can't continue doing cheerleading
AND
Let's test things out
I SHALL BE THE QUITTER, who quits.
Will the team stays and fight on? or more people will leave?
This shows the spirit of the team
Well, I may look bad
And people may start blaming me for the cause of everyone giving up
but do remember that it reflects how strong your will is
if you quits, it only shows that your love for cheerleading isn't that great
if you quits, it only shows that your love for the team isn't that great
you will look bad too
IF, this brings the team closer. I AM GLAD
IF, the team breaks apart. ITS OK, we can come back again next year
I will still FIGHT ON, for sure
but not at the expense of my knees
shall I be selfish and fight for myself?
shall I be a wonder man who continue fighting a meaningless war?
Give me a meaning to this war because I really can't see it .
YES, I will fight.
This war, I will continue fighting it.
I have already decided, I will continue fighting it.
FIGHT FOR MYSELF
anyway, for the time being
i guess, you won't see me during training
GYM maybe? :)
POST NOTES:
I'm a bad guy
Never the GOOD GUY
So, let me be the FIRST ONE
WHO will step unto this PIT OF DEATH, CONDEMNATION and INSULTS
I do understand that www.kenishere.blogspot.com is MY blog
I also have to understand that it is open to PUBLIC as well
BUT, I'm not going to change my way of doing things
I believe that it's great that I'm NOT AFRAID to state any statement on this blog
Even though, they affect people ALL THE TIMES
Well, outsiders would not be able to understand this
Neither insiders would because I doubt they understand
So, I'm prepare for condemnation, insults and cursing and swearing in front of me and/or behind my back
shoot me if you want
everyday in the morning
wake up reading people passing by your life
such a wonderful thing to do
its simply great to be able to do such a wonderful thing
as times pass by you get to know truth
true meaning of life
ooohhhhh ~
people are not going to put in their best
when it comes to the walk
they are just talker
they came up with reason saying
"why don't you lead us?"
i'm not a saint
nor am i perfect
i don't feel proud
i don't feel excited
nobody is proud
nobody is excited
people are just selfish
i'm not a saint
nor am i perfect
i became selfish
i became very very very selfish
oooohhhhhhhhhhh ~
what a great song :)
wake up reading people passing by your life
such a wonderful thing to do
its simply great to be able to do such a wonderful thing
as times pass by you get to know truth
true meaning of life
ooohhhhh ~
people are not going to put in their best
when it comes to the walk
they are just talker
they came up with reason saying
"why don't you lead us?"
i'm not a saint
nor am i perfect
i don't feel proud
i don't feel excited
nobody is proud
nobody is excited
people are just selfish
i'm not a saint
nor am i perfect
i became selfish
i became very very very selfish
oooohhhhhhhhhhh ~
what a great song :)
Monday, February 2, 2009
Sunday, February 1, 2009
you can do anything that pisses me off
BUT, don't lie to me because i hate that most
this is so shannon
but this applies to me too
you freaking hell 吃裡扒外的狗傢伙
you are worst than a freaking dog
the thing about being pissed with someone is that sometimes that person is so freaking blur & ignorant that he/she didn't even know that he/she just pissed you off
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFREAK !
Bahx !!
#$%^&*(#$@!$!*&()&%^#$@!~!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@
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BUT, don't lie to me because i hate that most
this is so shannon
but this applies to me too
you freaking hell 吃裡扒外的狗傢伙
you are worst than a freaking dog
the thing about being pissed with someone is that sometimes that person is so freaking blur & ignorant that he/she didn't even know that he/she just pissed you off
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFREAK !
Bahx !!
#$%^&*(#$@!$!*&()&%^#$@!~!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@
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