333rd entry

做人还是要有分寸的好，不要得寸进尺。

ONE BASE - ONE FLYER ?

what if one day someone come and tell you

'So what if you can do this stunt? When you can only do with one?'

I think I STILL believe STRONGLY that every BASES should be able to STUNT with every FLYERS.
But of course, you will always have your OWN FLYER



maybe it is just me

what the fuck you want?

I do not understand why is there such person in this world that they've been living on this fucking earth for so fucking long literally, like going to 70 years, they still can't accept that different people has different kind of lifestyle.

You like to sleep at 11pm, wake up at 6am, walk your dogs and go for breakfast.
I like to sleep at 2am, wake up at 12pm, bath and go to school/out and come home at 12am.

What the fuck is wrong with my own kind of lifestyle? C'mon man, I also did not ask for a single penny from you at all.

School fees, you complain that I should be working and don't want pay for me. FINE. I ask other people to pay for me, your skin is too thin to accept it. And ask my mother to ask them DO NOT PAY for my education.

Phone bills, my mother is paying, not you. You also want to complain say i'm wasting my mother's money

Internet bills, my mother is the one paying as well, not you. You also want to complain say I'm dragging your SCV payment and affecting your SCV which in fact, doesn't affect at all.

Friends, I bring my friend home to my room, DOORS wide open, WINDOWS wide open. You also want to complain say I'm brought disgrace to the family by bringing a girls to my room. wtf?

Electrical bills, you are the one paying. BUT seriously, c'mon la, how much more can I use comparing to you WHOLE DAY SCV session PLUS your MUSIC blasting early in the morning or maybe WHOLE DAY as well?

Now you want me to move out of the house and rent a room outside. You are just trying to make my life difficult because I'm just different and refuse to listen to whatever you ask me to do. You are complaining about me spending your that little bit EXTRA money? How about the money and time you spend on your fucking china woman? Are you so bored now that I'm not talking to you anymore that you have to go and find your CHINA WOMAN? You think my mother and I are dumb? C'mon man, we just can't be bothered.

You think money can buy you everything? GO and find your CHINA WOMAN, they love your MONEY. BUT I don't. NO DOUBT, life sucks withou money. Its true, never going to deny it. BUT, I rather live with my head held high, I still want my pride. I already tried to avoid talking to you, so that less agitation will occur. I don't talk to you, you angry. I talk to you, you also angry. Like WTF? When can you fucking let go of your pride? You come from a rich family, OK FINE. You're the only son in your family, OK FINE. BUT, please be reminded that NOT EVERYTHING WILL GO YOUR WAY WAN. You're going to be 70years old now, I hope you understand that. And learn from it. If you don't, at the end of your life, you will end up with nothing.


I have been telling myself
"JUST ENDURE, FEW YEARS MORE"
Maybe going to study in SIM was a wrong choice afterall
I should have join the working force and start earning my keep, rather than staying in your house.
seriously
FML
It would make things easier if we just keep things the way it is
I don't cross you
You don't cross me
Why do you have to make things difficult for everyone? especially my mother.
Seriously, FYL as well. Because you got a 'son' like me
Guess what?
FYL man !
FYL !!

sometimes, somehow, you just missed the point

cypgugcmw?

My Cheer Journey

Looking back on my walk with this sport 'Cheerleading'
Realised that EXCITING is not what describe it BEST
But rather
Pain, sorrow, agony, hardship, heartache, depress, distres, emo, anger and the list goes on
Pain of going through basics over and over and over again which is good for us
endure Hardship during GYM
Heartache when you train so hard and did not win anything
Depress thinking that why am I so lousy
Emo over why can't I execute certain more advance stunts
blah blah blah

Of course there were great times when I had really a lot of fun back in

POS - When we are some noobshit and doing some noobshit stunts and trying our best to master some of the easiet stunt. When we will go crazy looking at the kind of height a MGF's B.Toss could give. ALL THE EXCITEMENTS !!

TP Blazers - During our STEAMBOAT outings, during our SENTOSA outings, during our camwhore session at EVERYWHERE we go, during our daily life interaction with each others, during the days when I eat my BREAKFAST, LUNCH, DINNER & SUPPER with the same person JUSTIN CHAN, during training when we got nonsense from Haziq and Zubair and Mark such as BANKAI Brothers (WTF?), during the days when we can do STUPID ROUND OFFS and think that we are actually QUITE GOOD, during the days when we go to Cheerobics thinking that we MIGHT actually WIN (WTF?), during the days when Coach talk to us in weird Japanese acsent which we couldn't understand at all, during our supper nights after our training, during the days when we think that our seniors are piece of shit who taught us SHIT and not tough on us enough to make sure that we WIN (this is one of the reason why I was extremely STRICT on my juniors and my students). For those who never understand why I was always so HARD on you guys, NOW YOU KNOW. I don't want people come back and tell me that 'Ken, you should have been more HARSH on us and making sure that we wouldn't regret for not winning any title'

Wildcards - When Isaac and Wei Hoe do nonsense things and made us all laugh non-stop, When Chaang talk with his finger twisting his hair like he look damn cool, (WAHAHAHAHAHAx), When Ochi do stupid things, late night supper, When we WIN NATIONAL CHAMPIONSHIP. Afterall, I'm only in Wildcards for a year, nothing much to really share yet, other than 'How to be a Champion?'

Three different places, 3 different nature

POS, when you're noobshit, you tend to think less and just do like a ROBOT.

BLAZERS, most of my 'Cheerleading' stories happen in Blazers, although at times I would lament and complain and talk shit things about them, but, I could not describe how strong my feeling is towards Blazers and how much I would like to go back and visit all my 'Juniors'. Hahax !! You can choose to think that I'm fake, but I'm just being truthful to myself.

Wildcards, the place where I had most 'SAD STORIES', the place where I first cried because of 'Cheerleading'

I tasted 'DEFEATS' countless times, I just want to make sure that my students do not need to experience that. Let me have a taste of 'DEFEATS' so that you guys can learn from me. SO, please just listen can?

more to come
more to expect
more improvement
more to excel
more to achieve

PS: I'm not a FUCKING SAD STORY, I'm just sharing my journey ;) In fact, the point is never about you BEING A SAD STORY, but overcome your WEAKNESS.





I also don't know why am I so random. Maybe one day I should compile all these blog entries and make it into a book for myself to read in future. I'm sure it's going to be so funnnnny !!

问题不在于你有你的意见，他有他的意见
而问题在于我们是否接受他人的意见
是否能够接受一个和我们想象中不一样的说法
还是我们坚持，或一直要。。认为只有我们的看法是对的？


It's really good that sometimes, we look at our blog archives and see what we've been through in our life and what we were thiking back then. And this was what I found ! Xiao Ting told me this back in Septmember Year 2007. It is indeed a great reminder to myself that
'YOU ARE NOT ALWAYS RIGHT'
start to learn to accept other people's opinions
you are good
but that doesn't make you great
you may be great
but that doesn't make you the BEST

think
evaluate
choose

are you ready to accept other people's OPINION already?!!