我想這次我真的病了
太過忙碌了嗎?
真的是超累的

woots !!
passed on first attempt
both Basic and Final theory

i'm one step closer to my dream now !!

人因夢想而偉大

i've got a super big problem on hand now
my back is not straight
as in, i'm not hunching and it is still not straight
straighten my back would mean excruciating pain
GG











how to stunt like that?

how many would agree with me that this is a great song?
you know, talking about pursuing your dreams undyingly



however,

would this song render meaningless, if you got no dream?
or even that you've lost your dream?






have you given up on your dream?
have you lost your dream?





is it time to find it?
is it time to retrieve it?
is it time to search a new one?

are you the type of person where everytime you hit a stunt you feel damn happy about it?
or
are you the type of person where everytime you hit a stunt you feel this should be the way?

A fact in itself is nothing. It is valuable only for the idea attached to it, or for the proof which it furnishes.

-Claude Bernard





what facts did you learn toady that stimulated your thinking?

don't make enemies
they will stab your heart

don't make friends
they will stab your back

including me
including you
all men are trash

don't love
don't be loved

you cannot fly
you cannot shine
you cannot love
you cannot be loved
you will finish your life quietly
grounded by your chains

"The great dividing line between success and failure can be expressed in five words: "I did not have time."
-Franklin Field-


if it helps, just remember even xw took 3 yrs to do his lib then you will strive on.
-StarShifu-



found something interesting from one of my previous blog's entry
something which i quoted from starshifu
i did not have time
what a killer 5 words
i'm going to run now

'my confidence doens't build on other people's comment'
how long have I been taught this?

what matter most is how you see yourself.
I really like this

[命運在你手中,不在別人口中]

thanks ryan for inspiration

" it doesn't cost a cent to smile,
no matter how high inflation goes up "




cheryl teo has been giving good quote on facebook man
i like !! ;)
thanks girl
^^

you can do anything/everything except lying
thats one thing i hate most
thats one thing i'm good at spotting
you can do anything/everything except being pretentious
thats one thing i depise most
because i'm good at finding out the truth
because i'm a truth seeker
sometime, it pays to be sensitive
sometimes, it would be great if you are ignorant
life sucks
yes
too bad
we still need to live on
that's what bring out the best in us
GOD DAMN IT !!

reading, reading and more reading !!
jiayou !!

你就好象一朵帶著銳刺的玫瑰，
如果我事先知道這銳刺，
或許我就不會拿起這朵玫瑰，
但是現在我已經拿起了，
也聞到玫瑰的芳香，
看到了玫瑰的嬌美，
現在如果我放下這朵玫瑰，
我心所承受到的痛苦，
要比鮮血淋漓的手更痛，
所以，我放不下

向日葵，
總是無怨無悔的向著太陽，
就算刮風下雨，
也是期待著太陽露臉對他微笑，
等待太陽出現的時間雖然總是那么痛苦，
但是向日葵絕對不會，
也從沒有后悔過。

Dress the way you want to be addressed.
~ S.Whyte

yay
final interview is down

thank you very much for the photo
love it very much

yea man
initially wanted to find a SIMPLE blogskin
apparently, there aren't many SIMPLE skin around
so in the ends
just stick to what's default
simple to the max by blogger.com
love it
white
plain
simplicity

好啊兄弟
罵得好
罵得妙
罵得時間是剛剛好啊
這時候
是該被罵一罵了
怎麼還執迷不悟啊?
該是時候清醒清醒了
別再等了
時間不等你的
再等就沒機會了
再等就沒時間了
別再吊儿郎當了

尊嚴
不是別人給的
是自己爭取的


don't let others trample on your dignity
fight for your dignity

debating doesn’t seek out the truth, it just seeks to find out the winner

shannon once told me

so what if you win?
does that prove anything?

Without a rich heart, wealth is an ugly beggar.

i want to have a rich heart
i want to have a rich mind
i want to have substance

quoted from cheryl teo chee meng

my new headphone

http://www.audio-technica.co.jp/atj/sc/ath-es7/index.html

因為愛過，所以慈悲； 因為懂得，所以寬容。

或許我們沒愛過
所以才不懂得慈悲
因為不懂
才無法給予寬容

真的好喜歡伊能靜
字字都到心坎里

大家有空去看看吧

a year ago
what was drilled in me from shifu was

' B E L I E V E '


this year is something different
something which I told myself not to do for so long
and I made this mistake
DAMN IT !!


' Don't Get Complacent '


ken !!
its not the time yet
ITS JUST NOT THE TIME YET !!



shifu
thanks for reminding me

"what's your greatest fear" Ochi asked
Ken replied "Myself"

"All Good Things"

All good things
All good things
All good things

Not sure where to go
Everybody I know
Says I'm too forgiving
And now that I'm wrong
I don't wanna move on
I just keep reliving

All good things
I wish you
All good things
Come to an end
All good things
I wish you well

Lost inside of my head
Empty side of the bed
I fill this place without you
I keep pushing the blues
'Cause I don't wanna lose
What I loved about you

All good things
I wish you
All good things
Come to an end
All good things
I wish you well

I could think of a million ways
You proved you weren't the one for me
To live inside of your shades of grey
And never mind the sunshine that I'll find

I got so much space now
I got a whole house
With the wind blowin' through
I don't need someone to hide
I got this whole world inside
I was accustomed to showing you

All good things
I wish you
All good things
Come to an end
All good things
I wish you well

Oh

All good things
Oh
All good things
Oh, oh, oh
All good things
I wish you well

GOOD is not enough when BETTER can be achieve
BETTER is not enough when BEST can be obtain
BEST is not enough when PERFECTION is expected

there's expectations to meet

there's a consequence for messing up
you will pay them

Kentucky
one fall pay 10

Wildcards
one fall pay 3 ONLY

you want to be a champion?
train like a champion

man of substance

how to be one?

in all sports
the athletes walk around like time bombs
but everyone carries it silently
'it hurts, its too hard'
the moment you say that
at that very instant you should retire



what's your interpretation of this?
share with me
:)

一路平行的愛情
用思念寫信 於是關心 被密封在玻璃瓶
此刻 我唯一能夠做的 也只是將軟木塞壓緊
始終平行 的聲音 在我們都在的風景
我用想像 說了很多事情 也或許 你有在聽


一路平行的喜歡
抽一根煙 也只是習慣 故事還是沒有燒完
接下來腦海裡都是 關於遠方的 想像
若平行的 只能是目送的目光 你成了對岸
若欲望可以轉彎 我當然是你 激起的浪


credit to fangwenshan
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/fanwenshan/11695333

Change - Taylor Swift

And it's a sad picture, the final blow hits you
Somebody else gets what you wanted again
You know it's all the same, another time and place
Repeating history and you're getting sick of it

But I believe in whatever you do
And I'll do anything to see it through

Because these things will change, can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
It's a revolution, the time will come for us to finally win

We'll sing hallelujah!
We'll sing hallelujah! Oh

So we've been outnumbered, raided and now cornered
It's hard to fight when the fight ain't fair
We're getting stronger now from things they never found
They might be bigger but we're faster and never scared

You can walk away and say we don't need this
But there's something in your eyes says we can beat this

'Cause these things will change, can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
It's a revolution, the time will come for us to finally win

We'll sing hallelujah!
We'll sing hallelujah! Oh

Tonight we standed on our knees
To fight for what we worked for all these years
And the battle was long, it's the fight of our lives
Will we stand up champions tonight?

It was the night things changed, can you see it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back fell down
It's a revolution, throw your hands up, 'cause we never gave in

We'll sing hallelujah!
We sang hallelujah!
Hallelujah!

情緒上的波動
激動地似乎難以平復
似乎稍微大了點
真的似乎稍微大了點
一想到差不多是時候該放下一些東西時
情緒上的波動
真的﹐真的激動地似乎難以平復
真的從來沒有那麼激動過
沒有人會理解吧?
可能或許
是我選擇性的掩飾
只能假借煙酒來掩蓋
掩蓋自己的不安
掩蓋自己的憂愁
掩蓋自己的無能
可悲嗎?
或許吧
但是我真的沒有一個萬全的方案
這一年來
就只想著時候到了再說吧
一味地逃避
一路上就這樣逃避
就這樣逃避了那麼久
這次似乎不能再逃了
怎麼辦?

林俊杰 - 我还想她

泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺 就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱
我不痛
我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷
请告诉她
我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她
我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她
我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答
搜狗音乐出品

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
' We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

(A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of "A Course in Miracles", Harper Collins, 1992. From Chapter 7, Section 3])


I would like it a thousand times !!
Hahahax !!

skep⋅ti⋅cal

 [skep-ti-kuhl] Show IPA –adjective

1.	inclined to skepticism; having doubt: a skeptical young woman.

2.	showing doubt: a skeptical smile.

3.	denying or questioning the tenets of a religion: a skeptical approach to the nature of miracles.

4.	(initial capital letter) of or pertaining to Skeptics or Skepticism.

Skeptical. (n.d.). Dictionary.com Unabridged. Retrieved February 05, 2010, from Dictionary.com website: http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/Skeptical

Main Entry:	skeptical
Part of Speech:	adjective
Definition:	disbelieving, leery
Synonyms:	agnostic, aporetic, cynical, dissenting, doubtful, doubting, dubious, freethinking, hesitating, incredulous, mistrustful, questioning, quizzical, scoffing, show-me, suspicious, unbelieving, unconvinced
Antonyms:	believing, devoted, undoubting

skeptical 英音：['skeptikəl]美音：['skɛptɪk!]

形容词 a.

1.怀疑论的,不可知论的

2. 怀疑宗教教条的

3.怀疑的,多疑的[(+about/of)]

Many were skeptical about this solution.
许多人对这一解决办法表示怀疑。



went to research about this word
apparently I didn't really understand the exact meaning of this word
other than the fact that pst kong mentioned it a few times
that's about it that I remembered
I even got the chineses interpretation
Hahahax !!
skeptical
Don't know man
you guys tell me whether am I really skeptical

i realised that people are always seeking for a motivation, a kind of inspiration thing to keep themselves going.
For example, when you first started cheerleading, you ask people why they joined cheerleading?
As time passes by, as you grew a little better, others will come and ask you why are you doing cheerleading?
where & what's your inspiration?
inpired to be another cheeridol? NOPE
inpired to be another godlike coach? NOPE
inpired to be another champion? NOPE
all I'm thinking of is only,
getting better and be the best in whatever I do
hahahax !!

It's amazing that I have joined such sports
Its definitely even more amazing everytime I met up with bunch of my old friend
Some will ask me "Hey, what are you doing now? or
They ask me "Eh Ken, you still do cheerleading?"
My answer to them is always "Full-time cheerleader, part-time student"
They will be surprised "Wow!! Really?"
And I will tell them "Just kidding."
HAHAHAx !!
Cheerleading is such an addictive drug that you did not do,think,work towards it a single day
you will feel uneasy
just like going to the gym
one day without workout
you feel strengthless !!
you feel FAT !!

daily thoughts
something that I was thinking about before going out to meet another bunch of my old friend
JC friends
they fill my life afer I left JC
I hardly see them during JC days
Because I'm always NOT IN SCHOOL !!
WAHAHAHAHAHAx !!
wth !!
-.-

'I can be your very own baggage handler'

before you learn how to toss a girl
learn how to toss the weights 1st

my body is so warm now
my body is refusing to cool down
my body feels like i'm having a damn fever
i just hope that everything will be fine

i'm so looking forward to friday
i'm so looking forward to saturday
i'm so looking forward to sunday

you know whats worst than a loser
someone wouldn't admit that he play it wrong


hmmmm
let's play everything right

goodnight everyone
tomorrow would be a better day

i thought that its finally time for me to rest/slack
but
how come the NOTES on my desktop is increasing?
LOL !!

i'm hungry
i'm desperate
i will keep the promise
i will breakthrough