after all the fun, laughter and joy
you woke up in the morning
realising that you're once again alone
going through the motion everyday again
then you ask yourself
the question you've never ask yourself for the past 5years
"What's the true meaning of life?"
then you realised that you're back to where you begin
in search for the very reason of your existence
then you find none
then you have to put up a mask once again
a mask of "fulfilling life"
a mask of "true friend"
a mask of "hark worker"
a mask of "good"
a mask of "life"
does living a life on earth means collecting mask
so at the end of our life
when our achievement is determined
at our very own funeral
we look at the number of attendance
our achievement, defined by the number of masks we've collected
but wells
maybe loneliness killed many people
it is still continuing its killing spree
does having a partner means that you would never feel loneliness?
does having a partner means that you found your purpose in life?
does the fact that you have a partner even means anything at all?
if it doesn't
why does the world seek after such luxury?
or at certain point of our life
we realised that
we YEARNED for it more than anything else
maybe
its time to reflect once again












a side note to Ken

Hey Ken, you've not been living your life properly
I know you know that yourself
Just that, sometimes, its a little difficult to control a certain situation
But, you can control yourself
And sometimes, please do not allow yourself to be lowered alright?
You deserved more than that
Your friend deserved more than that as well
Think of others when you make your decision
Because, nobody in the world in an entity
look, search, seek, find
There are contradiction in the world which we couldn't agree to
But there's nothing we can do about
Thou, a man can makes a difference
It is minimal
So, Ken, go and think of what you truly wants
Are all the sort of things you've done what you really want in your life?
I'm saying LIFE not NOW
Go, decide on what you want

Loves,
Ken