人在做﹐天在看
我始終抱持著我的理念
我無須承擔別人的錯
錯也只錯在於我的無能
我會繼續努力
我會繼續加油
這種事是不會再發生了
對不起

"i hate loneliness
but it loves me"


sounds familiar isnt?
hahaha
lol

saw this photo
hmmmm
loooooks so much different now
hahax !!

終於明白什麼叫

‘賤貨’

after all the fun, laughter and joy
you woke up in the morning
realising that you're once again alone
going through the motion everyday again
then you ask yourself
the question you've never ask yourself for the past 5years
"What's the true meaning of life?"
then you realised that you're back to where you begin
in search for the very reason of your existence
then you find none
then you have to put up a mask once again
a mask of "fulfilling life"
a mask of "true friend"
a mask of "hark worker"
a mask of "good"
a mask of "life"
does living a life on earth means collecting mask
so at the end of our life
when our achievement is determined
at our very own funeral
we look at the number of attendance
our achievement, defined by the number of masks we've collected
but wells
maybe loneliness killed many people
it is still continuing its killing spree
does having a partner means that you would never feel loneliness?
does having a partner means that you found your purpose in life?
does the fact that you have a partner even means anything at all?
if it doesn't
why does the world seek after such luxury?
or at certain point of our life
we realised that
we YEARNED for it more than anything else
maybe
its time to reflect once again












a side note to Ken

Hey Ken, you've not been living your life properly
I know you know that yourself
Just that, sometimes, its a little difficult to control a certain situation
But, you can control yourself
And sometimes, please do not allow yourself to be lowered alright?
You deserved more than that
Your friend deserved more than that as well
Think of others when you make your decision
Because, nobody in the world in an entity
look, search, seek, find
There are contradiction in the world which we couldn't agree to
But there's nothing we can do about
Thou, a man can makes a difference
It is minimal
So, Ken, go and think of what you truly wants
Are all the sort of things you've done what you really want in your life?
I'm saying LIFE not NOW
Go, decide on what you want

Loves,
Ken

*sigh*
disappointed
either you changed or i didn't know you well enough to start with
your response was rather disappointing you know?
are you scared?
are you afraid?
are you feeling inferior?
what are you scared of, like seriously?
that the pool would deplete?
you forget one important factor
defiance is human's nature
difference in culture makes a great difference
i hope you understand
if not
maybe
you should stay home and enjoy yourself

' hard work pays off '
this is a very good example of that
everyone knows weihao as "WoW, FIT sia"
but, does anyone know how he start out as?
this is him NOW !!


















this is weihao 10months back


if you think you worked real hard
work harder

PS: Ken, please work hard too !!

Turn-off #1: Guys who are self centered and are only interested in conversations regarding themselves. I mean seriously, if you love yourself THAT much, go talk to yourself in the mirror! Like duhhh. It's freaking boring FYI.

this is to fiona

what a great mistake!
i agree!
not even talking about a date
i mean who would want to go out with a friend that whole day only talk about themselves?
and that doesn't concern about the other party
HOWEVER !!
on the other hand
if the guy ask the girl to talk and they just FUCKING keep quiet?
then how?
isn't it AWKWARD to have a silent?
and guys have to find some topic right?
in order not to make the girl paiseh right?
then girl would argue, then keep quiet lo
like that romantic mah
yea right, there are some girls who think that this guy is boring and DON'T KNOW how to create topic to talk about
so the conclusion?
girls got no brain?
guys got no brain?
i think girls are seriously hard to understand
even though they are SIMPLE MINDED
;)
dumb
actually
i think the 'feeeling' factor matters a lot to girl
the 'chemistry' must be there
even though that guy can be some uber handsome guy
if no feeeeeeling = no way
if got chemistry
that guy can be average looking
they will still HIT ON
girls

greatest shame in my life
sad to say
i was wasted yesterday
yeah
freaking drunk yesterday
Martel at office
Macallan at Vila Bali
Chivas at Boiler Room

thou i tried
yet
i'm still stucked
people may tell me
"Its a great start"
but, i'm still at the starting point
maybe, it is really very difficult for me to break off from my morality boundaries
good?
bad?
depends on the situation i guess
good - i'm still morally right
bad - i will remain who i was and certain things would be out of reach

oh wells
move on behhhhh
life's much greater that that
sleeeeeep
^^

ahhhh !!
i met esther !!
ok
i know
but its esther !!
someone hold quite high position in my heart ya know
lol !!
hahahahax !!
i was abit over joyed and ya
misbehaved?
hahahahahax !!
oooops !!
aiyax !!
not everyone would and could understand
^^

when did YOU DETERIORATED to this extent?
being mediocre is BAD enough
since when being LOWER than MEDIOCRE is acceptable?
yes, you used to have SOME losers' fragment
when did get this this HUGE?
what are you doing?
what are you people doing?
cease your presence please, losers
its irritating to see these fragments
doing nothing but what they do best
IRRITATES you
the old you
the love we loved
maybe its time to leave you alone
maybe its time to say goodbye

如果你堅持了還不能成功
那就代表你
『不夠堅持』

quoted from mao jiao lian

i think its the same theory as

If, you tried very hard but you didn't win
it only means that other people wants to win more than you do