shimu
congrats upon your graduation
:)

when u aspire to be something almost impossible
hard not to appear hypocritical

I like your Christ, I do not like you Christians. You Christians are so unlike your Christ.



this is my friend's MSN nick
according to him
it was from Ghandi !!
christians out there
this the image people have about you
OF COURSE !!
i know my friends aren't like that
i really love my christians friends who are close to me
others
hahahax !!
they are the same as DESCRIBED
hypocrites??

if you're saying that i'm always complaining
ok, i got what you mean
i would like to explain myself that
i'm weak
that's why i complain a lot
sorry for being weak
i will train much much harder
making sure that you guys are flawless
hopefully it will makes you happy


i want to get a mirror that will consistently reflect all my bad points and non on my good ones so that i will learn from it
anyone selling it?


tone down !!
be focus !!


remind me please
look at the good things and not the bad things


president of SMB club


enough of it already



shut up and lift
or
stay down








CATCH UP OR STAY BEHIND





oh !! btw!!
i just got reminded of another thing
be mindful that different people expressing their concern differently
your parent scold you doesn't mean that they don't love you
actually they love you more than you imagine
or its just that you're too INSENSITIVE to feel it






LEARN TO FACE THE FUCKING TRUTH BEFORE WE FORCE IT DOWN YOUR THROAT YOU FAGGOT

this was taken during the first time i went to wildcards training
shifu
you flick OUTWARDS !!

比上不足﹐比下有餘
its quite a bit of thoughts here
if you compare to people below you
you will feel complacent
if you compare to people above you
you will not be contended with what you have
so its rather tricky here to know how to balance between the two
jiayou
jiayou



伴君如伴虎
you will never know when your boss gonna come at you
so the best is to shut their mouth before they could find a reason to bite at you
hahahax !!
once again that's life










learn to NOT take things so personally?
you will live a better life

fear
creeps in silently
guilt
clings on
bind me down
crippled
stretching out my arms
look, hope, yearn for a saviour
no one came?
some one came actually
just that, i withdrew my arms
guilt blinded me

*wait till i can think somemore*
emo?
whatever !
haha
;)

總覺得
生命毫無意義
都不知道最近為了什麼而活
只不過休假一個禮拜
就已覺得生命里少了一些些東西
你﹐真的有那麼重要嗎


我要去旅行
或許又在想著逃避了
雖然曾說過‘這將會是最後一次’
可是
唉
嘆
嘆傻瓜
嘆無奈
神啊
如果神真的存在著
您當然存在啦
靠
幫我一把好嗎
超級無敵累的叻

想一想
或許到處流浪會比旅行爽吧
我喜歡無拘無束
可那也得有錢啊
靠
讀書有屁用?
沒錢
沒本事
靠
可是還是得乖乖念完
他媽的

無奈啊
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊
無奈

真的
生氣
超氣
自我憐憫
靠
我不要成為悲劇

ok !!
i'm feeling abit creeeeeeeeeepy
i just check my counter
i know my sisters are reading my blog because there are viewers from australia
but
there are people for US viewing my blog as well
my dad?
HAHAHAx !!
lOL
-.-
oooops !!



hello betsy peggy bettie mom and dad !!
WAHAHAHAX !!
leave a tag ok?
:)

騙子分為兩種

一種是只說有意義的謊言
一種是有無意義都撒謊的


我想我是後者
哈哈哈
他媽的
我是騙子!!

一個人的價值在於他的貢獻而不是他的成就


我的貢獻又是多少
我值得我被冠上的名號嗎
我的價值又是多少


沉思 !!

been having a hard time finding appropriate songs to match my feelings

hi sue !!
that's for you

there are still many different types and levels of eagles among the eagles


i'm just
an eaglet

c'mon ken
you can do it
just a couple of months more to go

endure
stay strong
work hard
don't give up
jiayou
jiayou
jiayou

chaang 常說 Don't be a sad story !!
但或許一些人無論怎麼努力還是一個悲劇



天若有情天亦老

明白嗎?


有些事還是別太執著的好

the fact that i dislike you is affecting everything we're doing
maybe, we should do something about it
sort it out, maybe?
just imagine i might see you everyday
its gonna be a painful process

had our first training with the UK cheerleaders
they are good
DAMN GOOD
its a fruitful training
attempted many things
new things
brush up old things
tomorrow gonna be another wonderful day
jiayou wildcards

take it that i was too kaypo

you can't please everyone
but you may piss everyone





becareful

i'm just glad that i managed to help some people
i can't help everyone
just glad that i impacted someone

reminder for myself

do not be a hypocrite
say what you think about others to their face
not behind them
judge for yourself
what thoughts should remains in your brain
what thoughts should be spoken of

pay it forward


remember the great things others had done for you
go and do some great things to others



ohwells
childish people won't be able to understand this
maybe you guys do
just that you ain't mature enough to do it

why does this world involves so much politics?
why can't you guys just live with each other happily?
is WINNING really that FREAKING important?
maybe it is
but, if you are so unscrupulous to obtain that victory
worth it?
maybe it is
oh wells, i hope you could really find a better life man
such a disappointment

screw the world?
no !!
SCREW you the people in the world


people don't like to offend people of high position
but
I LIKE TO DO SO
if you want to sit at that HIGH place
be prepared to be questioned by others
don't be like some losers
CONVINCE ME
if you think your way of doing thing is the UTMOST correct way of doing it



I POST BIG BIG for everyone to see

待人寬
律己嚴


i know i blogged about this before
but, it just came back to me again
hard to achieve that man
second part is easy
the first part is difficult man
somehow, we will impose our standards for people we love and care and concerned

hey guys
i need some good recommendations of some good chinese books around man
suddenly got the urge to learn some mandarin words to play with man
hahahax!!

these two books were recommended to me

诗经
人间词话

gives me a good feeling
i should go and read it

its really great to have sisters like that
its really great to have family like that

its just different
but, i'm glad
i'm part of them
:)

人生的每一步﹐都可能成為另一個錯誤﹔
可卻不能因為錯誤﹐而不邁出下一步

my medicine is really really really getting me damn drowsy
no wonder my doctor gave me 3 days MC
but, HECK the MC
i'm still going to school
WAHAHAHAHAx !!

i'm so looking forward to tomorrow that i might have a chance to eat dinner again with my sentosa lady

we train so hard to try not to be a liability
yet
we train so hard that we got injured and became the liability







f***

people make mistakes; that's why we put erasers on pencil

-X-Wonder-