realised that i updated quite frequently
probably because many things happened
and many thought ran through my mind recently
hahaha
who knows?
hopefully i don't think too much








































i just hope
everything run smoother and smoother from now on

when everything falls in place perfectly
everything will run smoothly
bear that in mind
no single journey is smooth sailing
you are riding the wind smoothly now
but do prepare for storms to appear in no time
weakness will show in time
and eventually
you have to overcome it
everyone is like that
don't think that others are lucky
because they can't push their luck very far
basis of achievement
hardworks

did i make the right decision?

i've got a strange feeling
it feels like
numerous pairs of eyes are watching closely
not the excitement to see the accomplishments by me
but the eagerness to see the downfall of me
is it jealousy?
is it hatred?
is it hypocrisy?
i do not know
perhaps he* was right
hypocrites are everywhere


*a note to he
"I think you should seriously quickly make a change and get out of where you are now"

One more thing for you guys. You won't improve by keep whinning about how lousy you are.
It doesn't help in anyway and it just irritates people.
They don't blame you for not being good.
They might just be unhappy that you're not doing anything to change that fact.









found this one justin's blog
thats a great reminder for everyone including myself


peeeps !
do remember
NATO
is not what you want to be

a lot of things happened for the past few days/weeks/months


gain some
loss some
great
wonderful
bad
awful

well, i guess
life's like this
God is fair
you won't have all good things
you got some
you loss some


and yeah !
i finally got what I've longing for
finally a step to a greater height
yet, i don't really feel the thrill
of course, I'm happy
I mean really that I'm happy
being able to see the bunch of people that I've wanted to see so much
being able to be in the presence of a bunch of eagles
being able to become an eagle soon enough in the near future
I love it
I'm so totally loving it
I guess its really time to work harder than that what I've been working one
















life sucks, take drugs
-TYF

PS: that's TYF for you, yea bro?
hahahax !! :P















woooooooohooooooooooo !!
now i'm getting real excited !!
yeah yeah yeah
shifu !!
i'm finally coming at you now
FINALLY !!
you can guess how happy i am
and i did my lib already
more to go i know
more to train i know
i will work harder
shifu, you still owe me a few videos !!
hahahax !!

its easier to kill a man than to make him cry
because it takes more than pain to make a man cry
and i respect guys who weep
because guys who act strong and do not weep are pussies !!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAx !!
note that i use ACT STRONG :)














i hope people still have the simplest, basic and fundamental courtesy to apologise
damn !!
feel so unfair for *peeeeeeep*
KNN !!
RAWR !!
PISSED !!
damn pissed !!



SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP !!

its not the first time
its not the second time
and there will be a forth time on Sunday
if you people like to protect your friend so much
instead of covering up their ass
why not try asking them start fucking clean up their own fucking ass?
allowing others to be blamed for your stupidity
its damn selfish
while you're protecting your precious friend
you are hurting others who are innocent
it's a vicious cycle until you start doing something about your friend
its damn selfish
to let others bear your pain
no sorry can make up to it
no apologies could erase the trace of your selfishness


i hope people will start learning to grow
especially those who are of the age start with 2
goodnight

如果我们之间有1000步的距离
　　
你只要跨出第1步
　　
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
　　


　　
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
　　
才是真正爱你的人
　　


　　
付出真心　才会得到真心
　　
却也可能伤得彻底
　　
保持距离　就能保护自己
　　
却也注定永远寂寞
　　


　　
有时候　不是对方不在乎你
　　
而是你把对方看得太重
　　


　　
朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人
　　


　　
就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie
　　


　　
真正的好朋友
　　
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
　　
而是在一起　就算不说话
　　
也不会感到尴尬
　　


　　
没有一百分的另一半
　　
只有五十分的两个人
　　


　　
为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
　　
为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
　　
为你的难过而难过的
　　
就是那些　该放进心里的人
　　


　　
冷漠　有时候并不是无情
　　
只是一种避免被伤害的工具

too young to be feeling sorry for yourself
too old to be this damn stupid